for a very long time.

In every break up...
whoever initiated; whatever triggered,
You get over the heartbreak but you never really quite forget.

And those times when the pangs hit you,
it feels like you've got the wind knocked out of you;

you try to breathe but all that your body lets in is a dull ache.



and you feel that you are all alone.
for a very long time.
you feel that you have been alone.




but you realised, too late maybe, that you are never quite alone.

especially when memories from every corner,

haunts you.
haunts you.
reminds.
rectifies.
haunts you.
haunts you.
aches.
afflicts.



and when there's no way to turn back time,
and moving on is the best route to take.



and i look back once again,
and it seems, again,
for a very long time, i've been alone.

for a very long time, this has been abandoned.
wait,
did it even start......?