I'm sorry for the pain i once put you through. And you can put that blame on me.

Partially adapted from the akon song.

So many things are a past issue now.. And yet so many are still feeling so current.. I hope you lead such a bright and dazzling future.. No matter what we've done, that bit of care of one another, i don't think it'll vanish.. Not ever, that care..

So when you read this, like i've always told you since, smile and say hello to the world.. I've done that already.. Haha.. I told my friend, it won't help anyone by sulking, but you might help someone by smiling.

=)

It started. It ended. It's a bunch of flaws and an endless amount of hindsight.

When things have been said and done and no more can be salvaged, close it. End it. Not run away, just close it.

I'm not a sage nor a saint. Neither of us are. We just keep learning and learning. Who we are, and who we want to be. We fell.. Deep in love. Once.. For a while.. And it should be good enough for us isn't it? =)

It's not you i don't understand. It's people in general..

Mistakes were made.. And so were great decisions. Some mistakes can never be rectified. And we can only try not to inflict the same pain on ourselves again.

Take care my dear. The only reason for me not to try to care for you anymore is my remaining love for you. It'll peek out once in a while.. But i can't allow myself to hinder your life much more. I am fine. =)

The mistakes are what make our lives when they end. Thanks for the loving. =) I know too well that you suffered too. You poor thing. I'm sorry. And sorry means regret. It's a deep regret to make the person i love feel pain.

We're gonna live on. We'll talk.. We might have some banters. We might even quarrel again one day as good friends. That's what i hope. We both need time.. And let's give it time okay? Lots of time. =)

TAda! Happy days. Haha. Let's always wish each other happy days. =D

for a very long time.

In every break up...
whoever initiated; whatever triggered,
You get over the heartbreak but you never really quite forget.

And those times when the pangs hit you,
it feels like you've got the wind knocked out of you;

you try to breathe but all that your body lets in is a dull ache.



and you feel that you are all alone.
for a very long time.
you feel that you have been alone.




but you realised, too late maybe, that you are never quite alone.

especially when memories from every corner,

haunts you.
haunts you.
reminds.
rectifies.
haunts you.
haunts you.
aches.
afflicts.



and when there's no way to turn back time,
and moving on is the best route to take.



and i look back once again,
and it seems, again,
for a very long time, i've been alone.

for a very long time, this has been abandoned.
wait,
did it even start......?